My current situation
I don't know what I was thinking. I told Master that I wanted to push myself and see how long I could go. He agreed, with the evil grin plastered on his face, and stated that once I told him I could take no more I will have to wait 24 hours before he will allow me to cum. During that time I am to suppose to re-evaluate my request to determine if I can go longer. I agreed to the terms without a second thought.
That was 14 days ago and my desperation is growing. Last night's tease was pretty intense and after about and hour I felt like I could take to more and begged for the release that every part of my body begged for. The teasing continued for about hour and a half before we went to bed.
Now I'm in war with myself. Although the intense need for an orgasm has faded, I'm definitely at a level of constant arousal that is foreign to me. My body and my ever wet pussy is telling me to give in and get my orgasm tonight, but my mind and heart thinks I can do more. At least a couple days more. Maybe just one day more. Jeez, I don't know. I mean the whole point of this denial period is for me to push my limits and see how long I can go. Plus I know my Master is noting everything to become better aware of my true limits. I think I'm just rambling now, but I have so much going through my head and I really don't know what to decide. Anyone have any advice?
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You can do it!
Hang on in there... it's only in pushing our limits that we really know ourselves.
Yes, you can do it
I'm glad you posted GG. As I told you in chat, only you know how much more you can take. I have a feeling you can take more but only you know for sure. It sure sounds like that session last night was fun. Let us know what happens.
Same with me...
Hi GG.
The inner battle is very familiar! Part of me is screaming for the orgasm, and the other part of me is loving the constant arousal aspect (and the attention).
My advice would be this: if in doubt... don't.
If you are torn between getting the orgasm and holding out for longer, then you aren't at your limit.
I've a suggestion for your rules: once the 24 hours of re-evaluation have elapsed and you either have not given an answer or you have resumed the denial, then for at least the next 48 hours (or whatever your Master determines) you cannot say you "can't take anymore." (Well, you can say it, but it won't get you anywhere.) Then the next time you say you can't take anymore, a new 24-hour re-evaluation period starts, and so forth.
That might intensify the dilemma!
Good luck. Enjoy the arousal.
gnd
You make a good point about m
You make a good point about me not being at my limit if I am questioning it. I hadn't thought about it that way, but it makes a lot of sense.
I will have to bring your suggestion to the attention of Master. I think he may adopt it.
Thanks for the input.