Daily Incremental Edging

I’ve been a fan of this site and Tease and Denial for some time. While I never before have been able to commit to any appreciable period of denial, I always found the idea of it and the posts here to be very sexy. I guess you can say I’m into the “Tease” part more than the “Denial” part. When I read the post “Assignment: Daily Incremental Edging” by Subtease2, it somehow struck a chord with me.

A little background on me well, I think I have a very strong sex drive compared to most. I masturbate pretty much everyday. I have ever since I discovered it and usually cum more than once a day. Some days a lot more but I don’t want to get to deep into all that here. I just want to lay the groundwork as for why denial part is so difficult for me.

I decided I would give it try and even vowed to myself that I would do my best to deny myself for the whole experiment. I decided to shoot for a realistic goal for me and go just 10 days. I started on Thursday and with a baseline of 10 edges. Did all 10 edges and was so proud of myself that I was able to hold back and not just give in and just go ahead and make myself cum a half a dozen times because believe me, after 10 edges I was so horny its all I wanted to do. But I managed to calm down, go to sleep and looked forward to my second day. On Friday after work, I came home and was so horny I stripped out of my clothes and right away did my 10 edges plus 2 for a total of 12. Again, I managed to hold back and denied myself for a second straight day.

On Saturday, my third day into this, I needed to do 14 edges. I woke up and did 7 edges. Walked around like a zombie the whole day. Pussy aching, puffy and wet. Nipples sensitive and hard. Went out for dinner and drinks with some friends and decided and finished the remainder of my edges before bed. The only problem was that I was so over the top horny I did my 7 edges and couldn’t stop myself. I did 7 more that night for a total of 21 edges. The evilness of this game started to hit me.

On Sunday I woke up and my hand was immediately drawn to my pussy. I did 10 edges calmed down and figured I would again do the remainder of my edges before bed. This was still manageable. I thought to myself that if I do my 23 edges for Sunday then 25 on Monday I can still do this. That’s just 10 edges in the morning when I wake up and then I can easily finish the rest before bed. Of course this all still hinged on me holding back and not giving into pushing myself over and making myself cum which was becoming insanely difficult for me.

But again, this is where the pure evilness of this challenge rears up. I was so horny that after finishing my 23 edges for the day on Sunday, I couldn't stop. I went on and did another 10 edges! My total now was 33 edges on Sunday meaning I would have to do 35 edges on Monday, a workday. Diabolical! I was this close to saying the hell with this and giving in. Just push myself over the edge and make myself cum about a dozen times. I was so horny I could have.

But I didn’t. I decided to set my alarm for a half an hour early on Monday and do as many edges as I could. I woke up so horny that it only took me about 2 or 3 minutes to reach my first edge. I like to wait about a minute between each edge so I managed to do 15 edges Monday morning.

Was in a fog and horny all day on Monday. My pussy ached, was swollen and wet the whole day. My nipples too were hard and sensitive. It’s amazing how my body is reacting to this. The sensitivity is amazing.

I came home, ripped off my clothes and did my 20 edges. I was so worn out I managed to stop at 20 edges to complete my 35 for the day. I’m only five days into this which is the halfway mark. I think I can make it and if I do it surely will be the longest period of denial in my whole life. I never thought I could go 5 days let alone 10 without an orgasm. I’m shaking as I type this but at least I’m tired now and should be able to sleep. I again have the alarm set for half an hour early and will try to do as many edges I can in the morning. My total for Tuesday is 37. God that number sounds so amazingly large to me now. I’ll need to bring an extra pair of panties to work because by about lunchtime I’m sure I’m going to have to switch them out for a dry fresh pair.