some more exploration

I decided to tie Julia to the bed...I must admit, that was very sexy, and I took my time with it. I had Lauren tease her a little while I was tying, just to get us started, and then I took over the teasing. I did a bit of what they did to me last time, teasing her with my fingers and my tongue, and then I used a vibrator on her for a while. She's not as good at holding back as I am, and I told her so. ;) I did a lot of teasing verbally as well as physically...while I used the vibe on her, I told her how much better I'd be at holding back, and when I had to take the vibe away, I told her all the things I could do to her poor little clit if she could just control herself. And every so often Lauren would get involved, because she likes to play with spanking...I think she has a little more experience as a domme than she lets on...and I'm not into that, but Julia was willing. (And enjoyed it, by the way. It actually helped her when I had her close to the edge and then backed off...it was good for her to suddenly have a totally different feeling to concentrate on.)

Like I said, it was fun, but it didn't feel natural for me. I'm sure some of that is lack of experience...but then again, I didn't have experience as a sub, but the first time Lauren held me down and teased me, it felt like the most natural thing in the world. I definitely feel more powerful as a sub. I'm given a challenge, I rise to the challenge, and then I get my reward. Being on top, I had a lot of moments like...okay, what do I do now? When is it enough? I was actually glad Julia couldn't last as long as I could, because I think I would have gotten bored eventually.

However, being on top did make me a little rebellious when it was my turn to get teased. Lauren was thinking she'd tease me, let me come, then tease me some more, and then let me come again...so they tied me down and played with me, but when Lauren said I could come, I actually refused. She was like, "Are you kidding me?" She did everything she could to make me come...and trust me, it was so hard to hold back...but I held back, and said I had every right to hold back if I wanted to. She asked if I was showing off for Julia, which I was, and she asked Julia if I should come...all the while still playing with my clit and fingering me to make me come...and Julia got this mischievous look on her face and waited a while before saying "yes." And the funny thing is, Lauren never said that I had to obey Julia's answer, or that I couldn't just come while Julia was thinking about it...since Lauren was the one in charge and had already given me permission to come...but I automatically waited for Julia's answer, because I felt like once she was asked, she was also in charge of my orgasm.