male denial, solo male

Long time reader, first time writer.

I am going to begin a little experiment starting on July 22nd (this coming Tuesday). I shall remain without release for a period of no less than 2 weeks. Each day I shall be required to edge while watching porn no fewer than 3 times. If I experience release, ruined or otherwise, during any given edge, the consequences are as follows:
For the first orgasm during edge:
1) Duration of experiment is extended by 18 days from day on which orgasm occured.
2) Number of edges per day is increased to 4.

So here is my first edging blog. I have not come for a week or so. This morning wanked for about 3 hours with the last hour or so spent on the edge - very intense and pre orgasmic with plenty of precum and one spurt of cum. I plan to keep this level of activity going for the rest of this week at least.

We would like to re-introduce the group to Reynard's wonderful video from some years ago.... The essence of the group--sweet, sweet, denial torture, this time a male, please read the streaming banners. http://tantalism.org/node/1566

Now, if a female would do the same!!

I started practicing with edging a week ago after reading several of the Jester's blog entries. Simply put, edging seems to me an exciting form of sexual activity. I spend anywhere from 10 minutes to 3 hours edging.
First I use a large metal cock ring to get my cock engorged; I then let it get soft; I then remove the ring since the orgasmic waves are more intense. I have not cum in a week.

Well I think I'm finally adjusting to the meds, hopefully for the last time.

I edged this morning, for the first time in a while. For some reason it's so much more intense than it used to be. When I finally got there, I was craving an orgasm, yet I didn't want to stop. I was humping the air at the end.

My libido is a bit lower now with the change in meds, but hopefully edging will stimulate it a bit. Certainly higher than it would be if I were just cumming whenever I felt like it.

I'm not sure what my next teasing game will be... perhaps the once-a-week rationing plan that I was considering some time back but never quite followed through on.

Well, I went back to the 20mg of Paxil again. I can't stand what the 40s do to me. I got my other anti-anxiety medication upped, and hopefully it'll keep the anxiety in check -- it seems to help more than the Paxil does to begin with, and it doesn't have the sexual side effects of the Paxil.

Nevertheless, my body still seems to be 'adjusting' somewhat. It may not have finished flushing the higher dose out of my system yet. I have noticed an improvement over the 40mg dose however. I was able to edge tonight for the first time in weeks, although it took quite a bit of time (and work!) to get to that point.

So, Archer666 left me with a tease, having me play with myself once an hour, just enough to get rock hard, but no edging.

This has turned out to be an unexpectedly fun tease. The touching feels so good, but it leaves me aching for so much more, having to stop so soon. I just did my hourly tease when I got home from work, and already I can't wait for my next chance at the top of the hour!

Archer suggested I sneak in a tease during lunch at work, but I'm just not adventurous enough to get into public play, and a bathroom stall is still a little too public for my liking. Besides which, it's such a cramped and un-relaxing position to be in it's not very conducive to masturbation.

I've suspended the Tease-A-Day program, since the response has been disappointing so far. Most of the teases I've gotten were given at my own instigation, which kinda defeats the purpose. Plus it's so frustrating getting stuck on no-touch day after day just due to lack of interest :p

If anyone comes up with some good teases, I'm still willing to do them. But in the absence of that I'll just be teasing and edging myself.

So I tried Anna's tease... 700 strokes, and if I can make it without edging, and without changing my speed, I could cum.

The tease didn't actually specify a speed, though, so I decided to go with a rather slow speed. I thought it would be a challenge by the 700 mark, but it turned out to be too slow, so it was an easy challenge.

I didn't even try for the full 700, I only did the 600 that would permit a ruined orgasm. It only seemed fair, after having let her have a ruined orgasm at the end of her tease, and because the challenge turned out to be so easy.

So I got myself edged up, and tried to ride it out a little bit, since that's the best way to have a ruined orgasm... get yourself to the point where you're begging for any release at all, then give yourself that ruin.

Well, I sorta talked butrfly into taking on Domme for a Day today after she suggested that I should edge before going in to work today... Which I couldn't do unless someone stepped up and instructed me!

Since she took on that role, that meant she had me for the whole day, so she posted a tease where I had to stroke 10 times in 40 seconds, rest for 20, then repeat for 20 minutes, with 5 strokes added each time.

Unfortunately, it didn't quite work out as hoped... the hope was that I would be hitting the edge and have to stop lots of times, but I didn't actually hit the edge at all... I think the problem was that I was spending so much effort on timing that I didn't think enough sexy thoughts. It sure was nice to be able to tease though, instead of being stuck no-touch!