Geek Girl's blog

Wow, I never thought I would make it this long. But I have and I'm alive so all is good in the world. Although an orgasm would make my world a bit better, but I guess that's stating the obvious.

I have never been so constantly aroused in my life. I am almost always wet and swollen. Nevertheless, I haven't seen a significant impact to my day to day or working life. I actually seem to have more energy. I am sleeping a bit less, but I don't seem to miss it. At least not yet.

I've been going through almost daily teasing sessions that are become more and more difficult. When Master and I crawl into bed and snuggle up to each other the tease begins. It usually starts with him softly running his finger tips around my breasts, avoiding my nipples. After awhile I tend to start whining and squirming and my nipples get a quick brush, then back to the almost tickling of my breast. When I am panting and he is ready to move on my nipples get a pinch, and a rub, and another hard pinch. Usually it doesn't take too long for me to ask for permission to rub my clit, and I am usually allowed to. I try to take my time, but I can't fight my urges and quickly find myself on the edge. "Don't you dare cum" is whispered in my ear and I try my best to push orgasm away. Soon I'm begging to stop rubbing myself, but I am usually pushed at least a few more minutes.

I don't know what I was thinking. I told Master that I wanted to push myself and see how long I could go. He agreed, with the evil grin plastered on his face, and stated that once I told him I could take no more I will have to wait 24 hours before he will allow me to cum. During that time I am to suppose to re-evaluate my request to determine if I can go longer. I agreed to the terms without a second thought.

That was 14 days ago and my desperation is growing. Last night's tease was pretty intense and after about and hour I felt like I could take to more and begged for the release that every part of my body begged for. The teasing continued for about hour and a half before we went to bed.

I don ’ t think I’ve ever been this frustrated before! I haven’t had an orgasm since Tuesday night and I do not know when my next one will be. This is the first time I’ ve been teased for this amount of time without being told the end point. It is extremely erotic but also maddening. Without an end point it seems that I don’ t hold myself back as much, thus making the teasing even more trying.

Speaking of teasing, after my online tease (thanks Wood) I was squirming with frustration for an hour until Nick came home. When he finally arrived I basically attacked him as he walked through the door. I jumped into his arms, wrapped my legs around his waist, and embraced him in a long passionate kiss. He dropped the package he was carrying and wrapped his arms around me. As we broke the kiss, Nick smiled and said,

"Hi sexy, that was a nice greeting! Someone must be horny."

All I could do was giggle as I set my feet on the ground and tried to get Nick’ s shirt off.

"Wait my pet, I need a shower before we do anything."

I grinned as I pulled Nick to the bathroom.

I know this is completely off topic, but I thought my surogate family should know. My dad had an accident on Thursday and is currently in the hospital. He had emergency surgery last night, but is now in stable condition. They said they have to keep him for a least 72 hours, so I will be out of town for a few days. I just wanted to leave a quick post so no one will worry. I hope everyone else is doing well, and I will talk to you again soon.

Sorry it took so long for me to get back here. Here is an update on eventful moments from the past week.

Sunday night: In response to my bad behavior, I did not receive the week denial period I was expecting and was almost hoping for. I actually got the complete opposite with many, many forced orgasms. I do not remember many details, but I do remember begging for an end as each almost painful orgasm was forced out of me.

Wednesday: I decided to take a personal day from work. I by all means needed the break. Nick (my Master/boyfriend), however, decided to be a good worker bee and head to the daily grind. Soon after Nick left, I was looking/reading porn on the internet. Soon, without really realizing it, I was squeezing and pulling my nipples. As I had already broken the rules, I decided to go all out, and I was soon frantically rubbing my clit and feeling the tension rise. As I edged closer and closer I started to feel a little guilty. But the guilt was gone as soon as I came.

I have about a half and hour before Master gets home. I am actually a little nervous. I broke two rules this weekend (I played with myself and had a orgasm without permission) so there is no telling what is to come. He has hinted that I may have a denial period of about a week to look forward to. This would be one of the longest periods we have done. The last one we did was for four days and I thought I was going to go crazy then. I know a week may seem trivial to some, but hey you have to start somewhere, right? I will post more when there is more to tell.

I know there have been a lot of introductions lately, but I have been lurking around for a while and it just feels like time to say hello and contribute.

I am a submissive female who has been living with my boyfriend and Master for almost 6 years. We met in college and within three months, we were living together. My master is not only the love of my life but he is also my best friend. I am very thankful that I have found someone that loves me and understands my need to be dominated (and takes a great amount of pleasure out of satisfying this need.) I am very devoted to him and I am extremely proud to be his slave.