aliciabi's blog

I know I haven't been around much. Part of that is the chat room, sure, but I've been a bit busy too. But for those of you wondering how I am, this should just about cover it. I have something I need to say to the woman I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.

Picture me, confused, alone, repressed. Picture a friend I see everyday at work, a woman who even held my hand. Now picture me not realizing she liked me until she made the first move. Hint much? And people say I'm smart. What a joke.

She changed her whole life for me. Her schedule, her sexual behavior, everything. She's still the same person, but catering to me now. I've never truly felt worthy.

First things first: for those of you who were in the room when Sandy jumped on unexpectedly, yes I did get to come. We had previously agreed that two days would be my absolute maximum, and the card game was coming up. She enjoys teasing more than denial, just like me. Of course, what good is teasing if you already know you're going to get to come?

We decided on a little card game concocted with the help of Izon. He came up with the main idea, and we just tweaked it to suit us better. Here's how it works: Sandy flips a card off the top of the deck. The number on the card defines the number of seconds the vibrator will be on. For face cards, jack = 11, king = 12, queen = 15. The suit determines how many of the motors will be on. Diamonds is one, spades is two, clubs is three, and hearts is four. If you're not sure what vibrator I'm talking about, check out my older entry, Night at the Club.

Some of you who frequent the chatroom at the same times I do probably heard that Sandy was ill recently. You may have also noticed my absence as of late. The reason I've been gone is that she got out of the hospital. And she can see! She's just prone to infection. For lack of a more poetic phrase, we've been screwing each others brains out since she got out. It's been pretty vanilla (she's not really my dom after all), but more importantly, I made a promise to myself about what I'd do when she got better.

One of her favorite views is from Taipei 101 at night. You can see for miles, the lit up city sprawled out below you. I took her there as soon as she thought she could handle it. That long elevator ride up made what I was about to do weigh heavily on my mind. My palms were sweaty. Sandy thought I was afraid of heights and tried to make me feel better. We got up to the viewing area and looked down. She was so happy to see anything, let alone this. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, trying to remember what I'd practiced saying in the mirror.

Those of you who frequent the chat room around the same time I do already knew that I was working on a toy. For the rest of you, here's what I made. It's a remote control vibrator with 4 motors, each controlled with its own button. Or you can go into fat fingers mode and mash multiple buttons. Before you get all excited about complimenting my technical proficiency, the transmitter/receiver pair came with the remote. For the motors, I used pager motors running at 4v 70mA, encased in silicone. The casing is about the size and shape of robin eggs. I used the same mold for all the motors.

Beforehand, I went fishing in the chatroom for ideas on where to put the motors. I eventually decided on one on my clit, one in my pussy, one in my ass, and one on the rim. Two in the front, two in the back. I used tape on the ones that weren't inside me and taped the receiver to my hip just in case. Medical tape was what I used, because it's meant to go on skin and the rolls are small enough to fit in a purse easily just in case. I also stuffed a few extra pair of panties in my purse, just in case.

You may remember I posted a while back about wanting to get clip on earrings to use as a clit ring for Sandy after what we tried with the loose leaf binder rings. The ones we ended up getting were more of a clasp than a spring clip, but she took to it quite well. I asked her to wear it the whole time we were at the night market (several hours). It made her much more clingy than usual. I kept asking her if it hurt, but she always insisted it didn't. It was clearly affecting her, though. She wouldn't let go of my arm.

When we got to her place, she admitted just how horny it was making her. She said it had been teasing her the entire time, particularly when she walked. She kept it on when I went down on her, and it made her incredibly sensitive. I'm sure one of the neighbors heard her screaming. After that, I knew I was in trouble when she asked me to wear one on each nipple and one on my clit next time we went out. I agreed anyway. Knowing something was trouble has never stopped me before.

Those of you who happen to go to the chatroom the same times that I do have probably heard me mention Sandy. I won't get into the whole emotional part here, but we did something recently that I thought you all might be interested in. I got these little plastic binder rings, the kind that you can slip through holes in stacks of paper and clip together. The metal ones won't work for this because they operate with a hinge. The plastic ones, however, just squeeze together.

Something like this: http://www.officedepot.com/a/products/492020/Office-Depot-Loose-Leaf-Rings-Assorted/

I'll cut to the chase; I clipped one on each of her nipples and one to her clit. To be clear, I didn't actually fasten them on, I just let them squeeze down on her. She didn't last 30 seconds after the one on her clit before begging me to eat her. It was also quite obvious that she was significantly more sensitive with these on. Even after coming several times, a few seconds without being licked while the ring was on her clit and she was begging again.

I intended to make a vibrator that operates as follows: it would turn on for 60 seconds, then turn off for 240 seconds. That is, it would have a full cycle of 5 minutes. This was on suggestion from someone in the chatroom. Looking at the log afterward, I can see that I didn't do the math quite right. That being said, if you want to replicate this toy you can use a USB I/O card and a simple program (they usually come with VB and C++ libraries) for much easier and more accurate results.

Now that's not to say this toy was any more merciful. I set it up and decided to take it for a spin with a 4v 70mA pager motor in the chatroom...