jerusalem's blog

I entered into my first real cyber controlled relationship. I am now under control of Sir. My master is coming to Israel for 2 weeks and I am his to control. This is the first real time i have entered into somethig which may be long term.
Sir and Ma'am are coming out to visit and I am being controlled and denied.
I am not sure yet what Sir has in mind for me, but i know Ma'am is also being controlled, so I think and hope he will be using me as an extenstion of his will to help control Ma'am, and have Ma'am control and use me as Sir sees fit.

Sir has already had me deny myself on several occastions, bringing me close to cumming, then having me stop, hit my self, then do it again.