female denial

Ever since I was old enough to run, I have accepted control over any that allowed it. I am most comfortable when I am in control and it seems I now generate a feeling of competance to most people.

I have enjoyed both real time key holding, and online tease & denial. I seem to do quite well in both areas.

Will add more when I can.

5/13/2012:

During my first session, Billofaxe agreed that I could post my reflections as blog entries so the tone of these have shifted from letters to him to more of a blog entry format. I've kept up with showing writing down when I started each entry though, so you can get a feel for timing.

5/12/2012
1:43pm:

I started my first experiment in orgasm denial with a partner (Billofaxe) three days ago and I've wanted to share some of my thoughts about the experience. Before this, the longest I'd been able to make it was three days on my own. At this point, I'm on my fourth full day of denial. I'd started some edging and denial a day before we decided to start playing. I'd considered giving myself an orgasm before our period of denial, but I wanted to hold off and start the denial already in need, so I held off.

Hello all, this is my first forum post, although I have been a lurker for quite a while.

Long story short - because it's been a long day and I am very tired at the moment -, I moved to another country a few weeks ago. It is all still a hassle for me, and while not at all unpleasant, the whole novelty of adapting to an unfamiliar environment has somehow 'disconnected' me from myself, and has replaced important bits of my life, with gaps.

Can you use Vicksburg Baby Rub on your clit. I don't wanna use the regular b/c I heard that its dangerous. Does the same apply for the baby Rub?

As you can tell, I haven't had the time to post blog entries lately. I had a very busy April, full of deadlines and unexpected complications and emotional roller coasters. I have managed to stick to my masturbation denial routine. In a way, I think the discipline of it has helped me to stay centered through all of this stress. Anyway, I'll probably be continuing to take a bit of a hiatus from the site. There's not much I could write anyway.